Stop hurting me

I always there for you when you don't need me.

I always love you even you don't love me at all.

I always talk about us and you're always fall asleep.

I always imagine and dreaming of you, but you're not.

When i ask for more, you always said - " it's always about you "

Are you blind.? It's wasn't about me, it's all about us.

Dear you, the scar you left in my chest are always bleed.

You turn my fairy tale into nightmare when you came around.

Dear you, before i met you, i was a dreamer.

When you came around and you knock me down,

you took my dream away with you.

And the weird part is, i can't dream anymore. 

When i die, you can give away my organs but i don't recommend the heart because it's broken.

It's really hurt, you can barely breathe, it's like you're drowning and no body gonna save you.

You break my heart, you break it into pieces. you breaking my heart my love.

Is it ironic to felt hurt in this way? Is it possible how truly hurt you are until you can even smile?

He knew

That i liked him

for long time ago

....................

O key, i'm shy

And i wanna smile

and i wanna keep smiling...

""We fight in the phone last night""

""I cried, but you remain silent""

""I talked, but you won't listen""

""I ask about us, but you won't care""

""I ask for breaking up, but you ask me to leave""

""I'm so down and i needed you, but you won't be there""

""I love you, but do i deserve this""

""Why you're so heartless""

""Why you can't feel me anymore""

""Why you''re so mean""

""Why you never ever save me when i cried a tears for you""

""WHY"

-Heartless-

I'll smile, i'm laughing.

But no one know how i felt.

I'm dying.

I'm drowning.

It's hurt.

I wish i wasn't care too much.

Memories, please fade away. 

You're hurting me. 

I don't want to remember those nightmares.

Please fade away, please go away from me.

It's hurt.

Why i keep missing him, 

and keep remembering him,

it's doesn't cure me, it's killing me.

Look at me loved,

my weakness is because i'm a girl.

and i am not strong enough to fight it.